Once the scale shows me a number I like, I cheat.
I tell myself, "well look at how good you are doing! It's ok to have one Samoa."
And that one Samoa turns into half a box of Samoas.
And then I figure, I have already messed up today, might as well indulge in a few other treats I have been depriving myself of.
So I eat half a bag of PB pretzels.
And a quesadilla.
And wash it down with half a bottle of wine.
And then I am so pissed at my weakness, I berate myself and eat some chocolate covered caramels to feel better.
This is why I am destined to fail. I have an addiction. Seriously, I am addicted to food.
Do they have a 12 step program for that?
Maybe I should start one...
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